Feeling Like Shit & Fashion News!!Feeling Like Shit & Fashion News!!Good morning. Honestly feeling like total shit today.. Which is kind of ironic considering I actually had a great day yesterday. Lots of anxiety, racing thoughts, and I feel nauseous, too. I think it’s from my new medication. The doctors said that an upset stomach was a side effect. Aughhh.
I’m also just kind of pissed because some mfer on Mercari scammed me out of forty freaking dollars! And then blocked me, too!! I won’t elaborate on the story because I admit I was pretty stupid here. I have had way too much faith in humanity. Best I can do is just cut my losses and move on, I guess. Writing about it does help me feel kind of better about the situation, though.
I also really did want to talk about some new fashion I’m getting into! Trust me, I’m still very loyal to gyaru!! But I also have been exploring some other Jfashion styles lately and I’m in LOVEEE. The styles I have gotten most attached to are yamikawaii and menhera!
My love for yamikawaii is for pretty obvious reasons. I’m a big fan of horror and fucked up fiction! And, obviously, I love the cutesy and kawaii too (I mean coughs I’m literally a hime and romantic manba gal!!). I can also probably incorporate some fandom and yume into it, too! ESPECIALLY William Afton (most notably as Springtrap). I’m eyeing the perfect Springtrap tee for the style!! And I have a Ghostface tee and a band tee that would work great for it, too.
In general, I just really love the combined horror and kawaii elements. Something about it feels so me and I am so excited to experiment with this style! I would probably pair these outfits with rokku, goshikku, or my standard gyaru makeup. ^^
Menhera is another style I’m loving for some, uh, pretty obvious reasons. I struggle a lot with mental illness and deeply resonate with what the style stands for!! I love that the style is a way to express oneself and tackle a topic as taboo and mental illness. The style and meaning resonate so deeply with me and, being the fashionista that I am, I would love to express that through my clothing and art!!
I wonder if anyone has successfully combined gyaru and menhera..? I would love to try! Or maybe gyaru with some menhera-like elements. That sounds like such a unique and fun idea.
Anyways, I’m hoping I feel better soon. I still kind of feel like shit from my meds. Hope that all of you have a great rest of the day!