Should've Known Should've KnownI know this is a stupid thing to complain about, but I can’t help myself. The “crush” mentioned on my previous blog post canceled our little lunch outing because her boyfriend broke up with her.
I’m just as shocked as anybody. Despite having a rainbow gay flag pin on her backpack, she had a boyfriend. There’s nothing wrong with being bisexual of course, but it baffles me that she chose that of all pins to put on her backpack if she had a boyfriend. I mean, why not put up the bi flag? That would have made infinite more sense.
Now I just feel like a fucking retard for thinking that she even could have maybe had the same intentions as me. I tried to hint at it. Asked for her phone number, both of us decided to go to lunch together, have been eager to text her, so on. On Valentine’s Day, I asked her if she was still interested in having lunch with me this weekend.
I guess I’m honestly not too hurt about it. I didn’t know her very well. I guess I can say I’m a bit disappointed but I think I’ve already moved on. This kind of stuff doesn’t bother me a lot anymore. I think you learn to get used to it as you get older, or maybe I’m just that desensitized.